Hello!! I decided to give you guys a sneak peek of my new LPS series! It is told in the first person, by Cordelle. This is what Cordelle writes in her diary. Throghout the series, I will post her journal entries on my blog. I hope you guys like it!!!!!
No.
No.
No.
This can't be happening. Just the thing I needed to ruin my year. Sara. Why her in my class? Why me? Why me? My best friend now hates me. Sara is there merely to torment me. Why. Nash isn't here yet. Nobody is here. I always try to think of that when I am surrounded by people who hate me. It never seems to work. Don't worry Cordelle. Everything is going to be just fine. No. It's not okay. Nothing is okay. Not with her. Not with hatred. Sometimes I even wonder if the voices in my head hate me. Funny thing, I control the voices in my head. Maybe I hate myself. I don't even know. That's worrisome. I have so many disorganized thoughts. Cluttered. Everywhere. Discord. Askew. It's driving me insane. Too many voices in my head. I wish I could just forget all of the bad memories to make room for good ones. I am not one for hating, but i think I hate Sara.
Hate.
Hate.
Hate.
Hate.
She will ruin my year. Even if I try to let her not ruin my year. That makes no sense. Yes it does. No it doesn't. Maybe it does. Maybe it doesn't. It's all about what other people think, isn't it? Why is that so important? What other people think? Ironic. I care about what Sara thinks of me. Why? Why? Sometimes I hate questions. Nash is here. I have to go.
So there it was! If there is anything confusing about it, comment about what you found confusing and I can explain it to you! In the episode you will see Cordelle writing in her journal at school and stay tuned for the videos so bye bye for now :)!
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